Something about tonight!

Tonight let me flood my eyes with you...
Let me wash out every memory I have of u...
Let me break all those promises u ever made to me and I to u!
Tonight let me love u one last time...
Just the way I did...
Tonight!

Tonight, let me crave for u one one more time...
Let me cry... just this last time...
Let me touch u, one kiss is all I ask,
Let me lose my thoughts, my mind, my love, my pain, my tears & my hurt in you...
Just one more time...
Tonight!

Because tonight, sleep will evade me...
tonight my passion for u, your smile, ur fragrance will not let me be...
Let me dream of u... just once more tonight!

Tonight... for the last time, I want to tell u...
I love u!

My true love - My madness

Darkness, clouds, dreams and madness...
What have I made of myself... I'm in love wid my sadness...

U ask me... how I love thee?
I love thee wid all my heart...
Thee, to whom I've given my soul...

U ask me... how much I love u... let me answer u today...

I love u when u are with me... for it makes me complete...
I love the pain, the longing and the despair... wen u r not wid me, when I am alone...

Isnt it strange? I'm in love when I am sad... Isnt it just so stupid or am I just mad?

Whether its for the bad or the anvil of happiness... what do I say to u... that I am in love with my sadness?

Cherish is what I will do with ur memories... and oh yes, ur name I can never forget, no matter how much I try...

I tell my heart not to weep or cry... for even without you my love will show itself in my sadness... the birth of u - my true love... MY MADNESS!

My experiences in trying to love!

I tried to write your name on the sand... but the water then washed it away...

I tried in vain to mark your footsteps... but the wind did not let them be...

I tried to paint you in my imagination & keep it there... dont know why the colors did not last...

I tried to imbibe you in my thoughts & actions... encompassing all of you... but they wandered off... leaving me wondering!

I tried to cherish you... frozen in a moment in time... but it was'nt to be...

Finally, I wrote your name on my heart... & there it stays safe... from people, intruding thoughts, moods of anger and unfulfilled dreams... it stays unsullied forever!!!

What if every wish came true!

If every wish came true
Then every star would be a reality…

Something u can touch
And something that would belong to you

But now I know that wishes cant come true
Because each star is in its own unique…

Some are brighter… some more intense
And some that just fade away into darkness…

If every wish did come true
There would be no tears and no screams…
No vandalized thoughts… and no painful cries!

But what my dear is life that gives you all on a platter…
All that’s difficult to attain is easy to keep and all that’s easy tough to maintain…

Fragile emotions and unhappy thoughts show a weak character, lack of trust…
And all that is weak should be cut away from you…

If only all wishes could come true…
I would’nt be here writing this and asking you to read…

‘Tis the happiest tragedy of life that all wishes do not come true!

The one I love!

She’s right there…

Sometimes like water… pure and clean…
Sometimes so dense that light bends around her…

Sometimes like a baby… asking to be loved…
Sometimes strong… strong like the phoenix metamorphosing from the ashes…

Sometimes helplessly naked…
Sometimes embodying strength that only pure character can lend…

Sometimes laughing that makes you go dizzy…
Sometimes flirtatious till your knees give way…

Sometimes crazy and mad…
Sometimes exceptionally lonesome and sad…

Yet always so beautiful… so impure… yet so perfect… so lost… yet so lovable!

That is the one I love!